last 3 days went like a flash...only thinking about my family future ..how my parents did for me since 11 jan 1988 ...n till now I can't even give them a proper smile ...always they have secret fear for me ...what I will do nxt second bcz i'm unpredictable .. I don't know why this characteristic still has some traits in me ...I 'know this n last blog contain lot of pessimism but it's truth ..even i'm not able to measure the agony of my parents bcz of me ...this month a big exam ahead..... lets see

dharmendra's sher " chal rahe to batane ki jaroorat nahi h ..rook gaye jis din poochhega koi nahi ...jaante h jo dhol vo peet te nahi ..chalte rehte h bus mud kar dekhte nahi "

using blogs as medium to flush out my negative thoughts or to express what i'm thinking nw a days .
bholenath...... give strength to fulfil my father's dream ..till this date you have done very good for me .