ya..after a long long time writing this blog ...had made a promise to myself that i will not write blog until  i get the interview post ,WOW i got selected as central excise inspector..i've never seen my father n mother that much happy .It's a tremendous feeling ..
Though i wanted to write it just after my interview ,which was on 8th july ..but i waited bcz ..i had that kind of interview which has made my life miserable for almost 2 months..n got very unexpected result may they liked my patience ..yes bcz of this BEROJGAARI for the last 3 yrs ..i now have very well developed patience...now let me share my interview ..once anyone go through below experience he also can't believe that i will get marks between 65-70 for that kind of interview....

Bell rings...around 3.20pm ,wednesday ,an MTS officer instructs me to go inside the ROOM.
there were 4 persons..3 men n 1 woman. I wished them gud afternoon ..none replied in a positive manner bcz as i was doing formality ..dey did d same...provided me a sheet to sign ...n 

Writing after a long time , bcz made my mind , write a new blog after done with CPO 15 paper .
Exam was good , now they bring back the level which was not seen during the last 2 years n i hope that this time i would have filled all the necessary formalities in OMR sheet , one of them i missed last time . How fast a year went , really .

So life from last blog to this has been smooth . Few good news :-

1) Will appear in SSC 2014 interview , hopping to get a interview post dis time
2)Now able to run 1600 mtr in 6:11 sec ...YES ...this has changed my whole mindset .Now see things very positively n feel new energy within n promise myself i will maintain it.

Personal Front is not going gud :-

1) Bachpan m Maa Baap ko 90% chahiye the aur ab SSC exam main 140 se upar .

mere jeevan k 28 saal bus inhi ko haasil karne m lage rahe ,...aur main vo bhi nahi kr paya ...Jab Maa baap hr pal bus yahi sochhe to aisa lagta h ..ki ..BUSSS...

Maanta huin aur Jaanta bhi huin unhone bahut Tyaag kara ..unhone bhi apne 28 saal khoye ...lekin support bhi ek cheez hoti h.....

yesterday had a good exam(CGL 14) , in maths could have done much better ...done many silly mistakes ...and yesterday after the exam i realized that the reason for this is that I 'm careless ..yes this is the sole reason ..during 2 hr break I remembered how my teachers in school used to say or write in my report card that ..well done ...can do better ..careless boy ...had this not my natural aspect i would have got 10 marks extra in yesterdays exam ...hope to get my preferred service this time ...fingers crossed

Now a days ..one more thinhg is happening to me that i start running away frm my parents ..yesterday my father , my hero ,came to exam centre to surprise me ...instead of embracing him whole heartedly ....I was rude inside ..Fii!!..Don't kow when he will hear good news frm my side ..

But a different thinking as emerged inside me , after taking yesterday's exam ...may be it's a temporary one like always..let's ccccccccc.....

At night My brother's UPSC mains result got out ...he didn't clear ,,,Why god ? ..U have seen his hardwork ..give him strength and help him ....Ajj dil dukha h ..not able to see his face ....

Now a days Vinay speak lot of negative ...his use of words is not gud ..

Ah..on 13th of march ...got selected as auditor in CGDA. hahhhaha ..When everybody got the ITI or excise , CBI , narcotics ...I was able to crack a Non interview post . I don't know when i will be able to make my parents happy ..may not be in this birth ..but dhanyawad bholenath ,

Yes this all bcz of ME only I'm to be blamed , gotvery low marks in pre ..that's the reason, after that not able to fill the gap ....now waiting for interview marks and looking forward to doing well in CGL mains 14..going to happen soon ....let's see god , how long will u take my parents test of my parent's patience...

and U ..yes U ...for the last 8-10 months ..day dreaming about u . had i got an inspector post I would have gathered some courage to tell my parents to ask ur mother ..if I'm still OK for U ..You have the most beautiful eyes and most lovely  name .


Lo bhai lag gayi sarkari naukri 

Really ...a person like me shouldn't be on this holy earth for this long...doing nothing...always daydreaming..contributing nothing towards my family or society.

Don't know how i become like this, when my engine will start ,do i really want it to start.Everything is in my hands but always  waiting for some secret ,hidden ,virtual opportunity.

Again hoping to start a new life from tomorrow.Whole day day dreamt about u ...will be d luckiest person in the world if unite someday.....but currently i'm d Laziest person.

Am I become emotion less ??the answer should be YES.Reasons:-

1) had i emotions , i would have been studying most of the time.

2)At this period when i lost my mausa ji,i'm thinking mostly about you nt about his family...ufff

SICK SICK....kuchh to seekh inse..

http://indianexpress.com/article/news-archive/web/on-the-right-side-of-the-law/2/

yesterday  , on 24th feb 2015 ..I lost my mausaji ,a wonderful man. Don't know how his family will get over with this huge loss ..both the children are still studying ...feeling disheartened and helpless .At the age of 27 years I can't help anybody ..wat a life i got. Why like others i'm not settled ,n even after this not giving my 100% to get settled (naukri wise)..kaash mujhe boori aadate nahi lagi hoti ///... now i regret my 4 yrs of B.tech ....

saw hr 2d..don't know why this beautiful lady not able to get married ....n sunil went 2day to UK..at last his dream comes true.

after a long long time writing this ..as usual lost the path ...on 13 jan had wonderful interview ...main ye kya kr raha huin ..aaj kal main apne papa k saath aisa vyavahar kyn kr raha huin....will always rembr paramount 2nd mock intrw test