pehla blog h ..thinking what to write ...let's start with my present condition and situation ...BE  ...berojgar(unemployed) engineer ...ek haara hua ladka...kabhi mujhse mere maa baap ko ..khaskar papa ko bahut ummedi thi..dosto ko bhi thi ..aur aaj nahi dost h ...aur ho sakta h unki umeede  bhi na rahi ho...bilkul akela ...aisa nahi h ki ab dost bilkul bhi nahi h..but ab  lagne laga h vichhar nahi milte ..aakhir mein 1-2 hi reh gaye ...lekin berojgaari mein aapko kuchh achha nahi lagta.. aisa nahi h ki naukri nahi milli ..i'm berojgar bcz of my choice..kyn ki private m mann nahi laga ...kuchh kaam tha hi nahi ..aisa lagta tha ki mein bhi kaam karne ka dhong kar raha huin ....bus apne aap ko busy dikhate rahe ...aur main thehra jat ..kissi ke haath paanv tod sakta huin lekin pretend nahi kar sakta ...

dukh rahega agar aage apne papa ke liye kuchh nahi kar paya ...filhal ek sarkari naukri ki talaash mein huin ...fir koi bada kaam karunga..jiska papa ne tab se sapna dekha tha ..jab unke sapne toot gaye the ..yaani ki mere paida hone se bhi 10 saal pehle se...aaj itna hi ...ending with dharmendra's dialogue from APNE " success has many fathers but failures has none ..uugte hue soorak ko sab salaam karte h ..."

let's hope