now my ssc pre coaching is over and have to start and to maintain my study flow for at least nxt 3-4 months and from today onwards can't make any excuse that this part in math/GS/English is not taught .......... to be true to whom I was making these lame excuses it is I no one else .
But last week was not a normal week ..one of my friend did his biggest mistake and from the core of my heart I would say things between vi , su and me will not be same again .
Lesson learnt :-
1) kasme wade pyar wafa ye sab batein baton ka kya ..koi kissi ka nahi h pagle .
Result :-
Lost my most trustworthy friend , after seeing his message to another friend ,really felt that he was hiding so many things in his heart and it was really painful that the root cause of all that is MONEY .
to which I considered till this day a least important in my life and no importance in friendship .
During my employment days much part went to financing my friends .
2) it's came to know about it early , now no more friends , this small heart can't take more ..it's ENOUGH.
I agree money is important and it plays an important part in every relationship but I can't imagine that my friend would reach at that bottom level and now he is giving "excuse" that bcz of a particular personal problem he did that.
On this I completely agree that he got a real a very huge issue at home for which I also felt many times that I can't help his family but I also know that it can't be mixed or become an excuse for what he did last week ..
ab kaun h ...sirf ghar wale jinke liye kabhi kuchh nahi kiya ..unki ummeede todi ...wo kehte rahe dost k peeche itna matt pagal ho ...aur aaj sahi mein garv se keh sakta huin jis dost par jitna bharosa kara usne utna hi zor se chhoora ghopa ...kai to aise h 2-3 baar ghonp chuke h lekin main halke m le leta huin
why it is so that I take many heavy things lightly ...may bcz of my weak WILL POWER .
But last week was not a normal week ..one of my friend did his biggest mistake and from the core of my heart I would say things between vi , su and me will not be same again .
Lesson learnt :-
1) kasme wade pyar wafa ye sab batein baton ka kya ..koi kissi ka nahi h pagle .
Result :-
Lost my most trustworthy friend , after seeing his message to another friend ,really felt that he was hiding so many things in his heart and it was really painful that the root cause of all that is MONEY .
to which I considered till this day a least important in my life and no importance in friendship .
During my employment days much part went to financing my friends .
2) it's came to know about it early , now no more friends , this small heart can't take more ..it's ENOUGH.
I agree money is important and it plays an important part in every relationship but I can't imagine that my friend would reach at that bottom level and now he is giving "excuse" that bcz of a particular personal problem he did that.
On this I completely agree that he got a real a very huge issue at home for which I also felt many times that I can't help his family but I also know that it can't be mixed or become an excuse for what he did last week ..
ab kaun h ...sirf ghar wale jinke liye kabhi kuchh nahi kiya ..unki ummeede todi ...wo kehte rahe dost k peeche itna matt pagal ho ...aur aaj sahi mein garv se keh sakta huin jis dost par jitna bharosa kara usne utna hi zor se chhoora ghopa ...kai to aise h 2-3 baar ghonp chuke h lekin main halke m le leta huin
why it is so that I take many heavy things lightly ...may bcz of my weak WILL POWER .
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